Thursday, December 14, 2006
went to school to finish up the banner today.i must say i wasnt in the best of moods.while waiting for the paint, i sat on the newspapers and read some articles.voice: so i assume you're sitting here, doing nothing?my blood pressure went up by 10%.thats okay~~while painting (and screwing up) the waves on the banner,i heard some hypocrites yakking.by blood pressure went up by 15%.STILL OKAY~~jovi broke a bottle of turpentine.no apology.voice: its okay, we broke something the other day too~thats not the point, darls.are you spastic?why are you not helping to clear the mess?why does someone from argo help me pick the glass pieces?why is someone from bismarck helping to clear up?WHY, not you?was it not YOU, that created the mess?sometimes, i wonder.THEN.within 2hours everyone disappeared to get lunch, leaving me behind because i didnt want any.AFTER LUNCH, they didnt come back to paint!! WHAT THE F.YES, GO ON, PLAY YOUR DUMB ASS DAI DEE!!PLAY BLUFF!!TALK COCK!!THATS THE WAY TO DO IT!!THE BANNER WILL BE FINISHED MIRACULOUSLY!!! (:go and die.voice: i think i should go and help sharmin.*shuffles over**MENTALLY DRAWS THE ROPES OF THE SHIP WITH HIS MIND AND EYES*my blood pressure shot up. voice: sharmin, i think you just finish up that part over there *point point* and we're done!F U C K.WE? what WE.ME, I, MYSELF!WHO ELSE WAS PAINTING WITH ME?YOU? NO! YOU WERE USING YOUR GOD DAMN MOUTH, TELLING ME WHAT TO DO.HELLO IM NOT BLIND, I KNOW WHERE TO PAINT, OKAY?S M A R T Y P A N T S.*ROLLS EYES*even taymin and xiang qi were helping me.where were the rest?oh, yes, happily eating, talking chatting.did they not realise, other familes have time to chat is because they've finished?DUMB ASSES.*ROLLS EYES AGAIN*i tried, i really did.appreciated min's and xiang qi's help.thanks darlings.if not for them, i think we would have ended even later.WHAT, YOU WANT TO GO HOME ALREADY?AFTER YOUR LUNCH?AFTER YOUR GAMES?AFTER TALKING COCK?THEN WHO, PRAY TELL, IS GOING TO CLEAR UP?ME?NO. BLOODY. WAY.:)yes, go on, watch.stand and watch.continue painting the banners,paint them, mentally.go on.my specs,hair,hands,legs,had paint on it.so much on my hands that as time passed, the paint brush seemed to attach itself to my skin.you, had barely a few splats of paint.no wait splats are too much for you.hmm, spots, maybe.yet, you freak out.whine.wash your hands and stop painting.wonderful! (:voice: TAPE!! TAPE!!! WE NEED TAPE!!thought to self: talk talk talk as if talking would get the tape fly to you.better still, tape up your mouth.my instinct went pretty right as alan picked the banner up.thought to self: he's going to topple it.before i even said anything, it happened.sigh.xiang qi waited with me at the ma ma shop today.thanks. (:YES!!GO ON CLEANING YOUR CLEAN HANDS!! THEY'RE SO SOFT, SO DELICATE!!cannot come in contact with the oh-so-harsh environment!!WHY DONT, YOU WEAR A BLOODY SPACE SUIT TO SCHOOL!!AINT THAT A BRILLIANT IDEA?sh0o cutte o0hxx!foul vases.pretty,clean,empty.VILE.
wrote in the notebook @ 9:17 PM
